Sometimes you feel on top of the world, and at other times you feel like you are barely holding on. Right now it’s the latter. I’m not sure why I feel this way, but not everything in life makes sense. I feel down. Very down. I think because Tyler is coming to town but has made no effort to see me. Which is fine. We aren’t a thing. It’s just hard for me. I don’t know.
I miss being loved. Romantically loved. I wish there was an easy way to convince yourself of your worth, but right now I’m feeling pretty worthless.