I’m not sure how I feel about this trip to Seattle. On one hand, I fit perfectly back together with Tyler. I’m not sure that goes away when you are in love, even if he thought it did (he’s young). Seattle just didn’t feel like home to me, but will any place right away? I need to find my regular spots and what not. I also really enjoy my job currently, so it’s hard to walk away from that.
So, what do I do? I stay. I live my life. Maybe we will cross paths. Maybe I will get a job offer out there, maybe I won’t. I just know that I’m going to stop chasing people. I deserve to be chased. I’m a catch, I’m great, I’m cute.
I had to laugh because Taylor Swift’s song about December played as he was driving me to the airport. I love him, I really do. I’ll be okay, I have been.