I have been chatting with Tyler for the past few days. I’m not sure what my intention was, likely to convince him to move back to Michigan. I’m not sure why. He’s happy there, and if you truly love someone you should want them to be happy. Am I happy here? Sometimes, but I know I’m happier here with a job and insurance. I’d be miserable without an income to pay for life.
Eric is coming over tomorrow, which is exciting. I think. I’m nervous. I don’t want to mislead him. I don’t want to overthink the situation, and I just want to live my life.. but he doesn’t deserve to be hurt. He’s a great guy and deserves someone that will treat him right, and knows what they want. I’m not in a position to know what I want.
I like talking to him, though.