I talked with my Nana last night and she put so much doubt in my head about moving to Seattle. She said I shouldn’t move away from family, and that with everything happening with Blake and his family that we really shouldn’t.
It just threw all my worries to the forefront of my mind. What if I don’t like it? What if Tyler and I break up? What if I want to move back but can’t get a comparable job? What if I want to be more open (more so than I already do) and that’s the final straw? Basically, all the negative worries.
Perhaps I should focus on the positive: What if I love it? What if Tyler opens up? What if I get an amazing job? What if the experiences I gain allow me to come back and get a better job?